album cover - open to bidding

I would like someone to make a album cover for me symbolizing the rise of the phoenix from the ashes i have an example that i found online i would like the pic to look similar to that pic but i want me in the pic instead of the bird. I want it to look like the feathers of the bird and the rest of the bird thats in the pic but just me as the body. with the hands reaching up like in the pic included. I want to feather to look more on fire than the included pic. and i want it not to look so cartoony but real if possible. and if you cant do it to look more real i have another idea for it just messege me